My first post since coming here from aylomeizen.dreamwidth.org...

I can't believe I've been blogging for almost twenty-three years...

...I would be lying jf I said I didn't have higher expectations of what I put into writing when you take that into consideration, and the fact I am now throwing that out there.

My view of the world.

This morning marks the first time ever I have refused to read a response to something I've commented on.

Respect is a huge thing with me and how I view the world in general. I have been accused of demanding or expecting too much out of people and being a perfectionist.

And this is supposedly a character flaw because it is unrealistic as nobody can be perfect.

To me this "tryinf ti be perfect" and that struggls defines what it means to be good and to act in alignment with what you believe. When nobody is looking, I seriously doubt that most people would choose to take the good choice (or my definition of it) at the expense of what is right or convient or easier.

The average person lacks integrity.

So. My point is that I've always made it a point (at least subconsciously) to listen to people even if they hate me or do nothing but say jibberish. It has always been a core trait of mine to listen, overthink, and never drop a subject.

Ny last entry mentioned I've been blogging for twenty-three years. In all that time I've never been this angry about something online and I have never slammed the delete button when I get a notification through my email that someone has replied to me.

I mean literally. In twenty-three years I have never reacted like that before, or lost so much respect for someone because of the things that they've done to others out of anger and entitlement.

So yeah, this is about how I view the world and that example of a reply I'll never read goes back to my views on what it means to be good or have integrity.