An Unease.

Life is becoming boringly normal.

I have stuff for college to prepare for.

I exercise for an hour each day.

I work.

I attend outpatient services.

I am going to twelve-step meetings daily.

I am meeting people, and have a few people I can count on locally.

Right now it seems like the world is falling apart for others, and instead of being on the outside looking in...

I'm on the inside peering out.

And it is disorienting. There's too much discomfort in this feeling of safety.